I have to delete this blog. I had no idea how many people I know in real life knew about it and it’s not cool. I like to use here for really personal stuff, aka not what I can tell people in real life. I do not feel comfortable with certain people reading what I post on here.
So, apologies to anyone I have got close to on here, I’d like to keep in touch so I’ll probably message those people if I start a new tumblr. I doubt it though. This website is too easy to track people down on and I hate it.
Teaching experience 1 is over. It was actually super nerve wrecking to be back in my old college. I haven’t felt anxiety like that in such a long time, something I am seriously going to have to get over if if I ever want to teach.
As good as the experience was, I am glad for it to be over and for me to head back to uni. I will be going back after uni though to teach in small groups! Pretty happy about that. But for now, just looking forward to heading back to my friends - we’re going to have a fake new years eve as mine was so shitty. There’s something I’d like to be at when I get back, but realistically it’s not going to happen. Oh well. Some you win, some you lose.
I’m so stressed I want to cry.
And I just remembered that my best friend called me a ‘neurotic bitch’ today. fun.